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Bobby,
I am writing this on the plane. I don't know when you will get this but I have to write this.
I am sorry things went bad when we saw each other. I have missed you so much and wanted to be there for you. I was heartbroken for you when that home run was hit.
But I could not let pity be the reason we took that step in our relationship. I would not have been what we needed in the end. I don't know if you understand what I am saying.
It just wasn't the right time.
It hurts to know that this is putting such a distance between us. I really thought you were the guy who would not want me for just sex. We shared so much together before that became an issue.
That's not the guy I have fallen in love with.
I need you to tell me my Bobby is still there. The one who cares about my dreams. The one who came to see me in the volleyball playoffs. The one who encouraged me to go for the scholarship.
Not the one who just wanted me for sex.
I am going to wait for that Bobby to write me back. To call me. To tell me I matter to him still.
I will irrationally check the mailbox every day for that letter.
Because I still love that Bobby madly.
Please tell him to write me back.
Love,
Beth
Uff!
Fine. I'll write back.
Later.
I have to get to Asheville.
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